I’ve said before on this blog that I never knew how much the Earth would shift when I became a mother. Little did I know how much more it would shift when I gave birth to my baby girl. I’ve experienced things in the last few months that I never knew existed in motherhood. I’ve reached emotions that I never knew I had and there were many days I was shaken to the core.
I can’t speak for anyone but myself. I can’t provide the perfect answer or offer the “right” advice in parenting for any other mother since I only know what is best for me, my child and my family. I’ve written in the past about the power of a mother’s intuition and I firmly stand by that statement with such conviction.
I was watching my daughter recently traveling through a field of sunflowers. She reminded me of the beauty of simplicity. As she kept walking it was so obvious that she was just another variable amidst these beautiful sunflowers. She’s never static, her body and spirit purely kinetic; moving sometimes what seems to be the speed of light. And she is so curious about everything. Even one of life’s simplest treasures like the smell and touch of a sunflower peaked her interest.
As I continued to stand at a distance and watch my daughter roam the field of sunflowers I realized that the future is uncertain for us right now and we are about to embark on some uncharted territory. A road never traveled with the unsettling feeling of fear of the unknown very present among us…
But after taking a deep breath, my fears subsided as I looked into the face of this beautiful little being and I am reminded why she was put on this Earth – because from her very first breath she truly stole my heart.
And although I am meandering through so much uncertainty right now, there is one thing I do know for sure. That God gave me this little girl – to love, protect, guide, and honor. And with every fiber of my being I will do that every single day of my life until the day I die. Because I am a mother and that’s what mothers do.
Yes my baby girl, regardless of how hard the road ahead may be, I will be right by your side – loving you, fighting for you, and supporting you every step of the way.
This, my little wildflower, is what I know for sure.
Kristin says
And that is a reason I know a daughter is my destiny. Beautiful. But, being mama to a son is awfully fabulous too!
Babes about Town says
Aww she is just so gorgeous and these photos are too sweet. Even her t-shirt makes the perfect statement for your post. I love when you get emotional like this and touch me to the core. Whatever you’re going through, I know you’ll keep finding the faith and spirit to help you through.
.-= Babes about Town´s last blog ..What’s Burning Wednesday: Who’s the Daddy? =-.
Theta Mom says
Thank you SO much for your comment on this post and the ‘motherhood’ post. I sense your spirit from across the ocean – and so glad you are here with me.
UnknownMami says
I think she also came into your life to teach you things you may never have learned otherwise. She’s beautiful.
.-= UnknownMami´s last blog ..Fragmented Fridays =-.
Kristy says
What a treasure. I love how kids remind us of all the beauty around us.
.-= Kristy´s last blog ..Happy Family Portraits, or Are We Done Yet? (Almost Wordless Wednesday) =-.
sophia's mom says
Your daughter is gorgeous!
I’m sorry to hear that you are going through tough times right now. Lucky for you, your daughter is here to remind you that you always have to push forward and that her love (and your son’s) will always be there to give you strength when you think you have none left.
Hugs!!!
.-= sophia’s mom´s last blog ..‘Moody Mamas’ are all the rage! =-.